A way to fill an emotional void

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Love at first sight, it’s a wonder I would like to believe in. Meeting someone who seems like a dream disguised in human form. Someone who seems so absolutely, undeniably perfect from the moment your eyes meet. Love at first sight sounds like a breeze, a trip down the easy road of finding a soulmate. Yet it can also be the greatest form of deceivement and ultimately the most simple way of heartbreak.

I will spare you the full story of my blundered summer flings and desperations that lead to my hope that any given stranger could be the love of my life. It was foolish of me to feel as hopeless and distressed as I did, but thankfully Second Life and blogging served as a distraction from my seemingly everlasting heartbreak. Though it was only that, a distraction, which later on turned into an addiction. An addiction to being distracted from the pain and reality behind my optimistic beliefs. The true heartbreak was the harm I caused to myself and others around me by constantly spending my time in a virtual world instead of the real one. What should have actually broken my heart was how I almost lost a part of myself by letting go of my dreamful wishes for true love, only because of a small mishappening.

However, now that summer has been blown away by a light September breeze, my summer tendencies have gone with it in a spindrift of distraction and past addiction; filling the once emotional voids with the phenomena of a newfound everyday life instead.


Credits:
Mermaid #1:
*Hair: Love [Send My Love][Greyscales] @ Shiny Shabby
*Tail: *M.C.* Rebel – Clean (female)
*Head: CATWA HEAD Kori [Parted Lips 1]
*Head applier: Lumae :: Eirtae – Aurae // Bare @ We Love Roleplay
Body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V3.5
*Eyes: AG. Elysian Eyes – Ghost

Mermaid #2:
*Hair: Love [Over The Rainbow][Mystics]
*Tail: *M.C.* Rebel – Wounded (female)
*Head: CATWA HEAD Kori [Parted Lips 1]
*Head applier: Lumae :: Eirtae – Sarya // Bare @ We Love Roleplay
Body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V3.5
*Eyes: AG. Elysian Eyes – Ghost

Mermaid #3:
*Hair: Love [Medicated Beauty Queen][Oddities] @ The Fantasy Collective
*Tail: *M.C.* Rebel – Scarred (female)
*Head: CATWA HEAD Kori [Parted Lips 1]
*Head applier: Lumae :: Eirtae – Elora // Bare @ We Love Roleplay
Body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V3.5
*Eyes: AG. Elysian Eyes – Ghost


Event dates:
Shiny Shabby | August 20 – September 15
We Love Roleplay | September 4 – 30
The Fantasy Collective | August 22 – September 15

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